Congratulations to me for conquering my fear today! For stepping out of my comfort zone, and challenge myself to reach out for an aspiring goal of mine.
I had a struggle in me earlier on before entering the interview room, even before that i was struggling with my own reluctance and was hesitant on my decision to go for the interview.
This role model cum advisor appeared in my whirlpool of hesitant and struggle, telling me to conquer my fear and if I have never step out of my comfort zone, i would never know what i could achieve.
The interview was great, probably the best that I have gone to and one that I have performed well so far. I felt soooo proud of myself for even having the guts to indicate my interest for it, to have stayed back after lesson alone while waiting for the interview, and even to step into the interview room itself. Regardless of the results, i felt like a winner already.
Today is probably one of the most fruitful and self-satisfying day. I have even received a compliment from prof on one of my work, something which i have not heard of since day 1. these days i just felt so lousy, so downhearted and discouraged in school and among my peers.
but today, i felt like the brave xw in mktg has came back. I have got to remember this day, this feeling of euphoria that I have right now, and motivate myself to go in the journey that lies ahead.
Ting was so right, i did not seem to be as bad as what i thought i am. One day, I’m gonna proof it to myself and others that it isn’t a wrong decision to have chosen this place and that this place didn’t make the wrong decision in giving me the privilege to be in here.
I’m gonna proof it to myself, because many times, the greatest challenge and enemy is none other than myself. and no other.
If I were to be in hogwarts, i believe i belong to the griffindoor house.
sometimes, i’m amazed by myself by what I have could do. You can do it man, it’s all within you, you have just got to believe in yourself!!
